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Spending some times at my dorm but doing something useful, I can think nothing is better than watching Korean drama. Compare to my roommate and some other exchange to student who came here because they fall in love with how beautiful this country is. Maybe I am the one who watch Korean movie the least in my hometown. I mean I love movies. Most of the time it is English, the genre you can guess. Not so much different with most of the girls like to watch. Romantic movies. But it hasn’t got to the pint until I am out of romantic English movie. Oh, here I haven’t mention anything about Indonesian movie. We know that there are some Indonesian movies those are better than any country ever produces. But I think it takes quite some time to see a great Indonesia movie.

Back to my intention of watching Korean movies, I really want to boost up my listening skill as well as my speaking ability. That was my first intention. Until unconsciously, time flies when I watch a lot of episodes. Melancholic me comes out and this kind of feeling what makes me want to write on here. Most of the time. Where in the past months, I  didn’t even think about.

Looking back at 4 years ago, I already imagined how my life will be faraway from my hometown in the future. That wasn’t an expectation, or to be exact unexpectedly expected. Because of that i thought so many things that I interfered some of my life events  in the past. Including about my other behalf. I have ever known some guys that I fell so deeply in one of them. I admit I was exaggerating at that moment. No one wants to be with me anyway, if I act like slamming the door when he actually came to me with a good intention.

Sometimes I find out about something more than I ever should do. I know his previous record with a person with an identical case. I assume i know he doesn’t want to bear this kind of thing if he could choose. So i made excuses. Instead of trying to say that he’s just too good to be left faraway, as my current life depicts now. I wish he knew that, but he must be happy now with his life. Let’s cheer up for that. So I am the one who needs to say sorry.

A good guy who I am with now, is the only guy I could think of to bear with distance as I will be faraway. I am grateful about that. But well, let’s drop the previous passage as if I talk with my blog alone, since it’s been along time.